{"id":182,"date":"2010-11-03T18:27:09","date_gmt":"2010-11-03T16:27:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/samfactbook.wordpress.com\/?p=182"},"modified":"2010-11-03T18:27:09","modified_gmt":"2010-11-03T16:27:09","slug":"gefuhltes-chaos","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.schweigsamer.at\/?p=182","title":{"rendered":"gef\u00fchltes Chaos"},"content":{"rendered":"“…if you’re a thought.. you will want me to think you.. and I did…” (Tori Amos – Scarlet’s walk) (wenn du ein Gedanke w\u00e4rst… du (mehr\u00a0…)<\/a>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

es ist schwer wenn Gef\u00fchle nicht gen\u00fcgen oder \u00fcberfordern und Zuk\u00fcnftiges soviel Angst macht… aber anscheinend nur bei mir… wenn jemand deinen wundesten Punkt kennt und dich dort trifft, wo du nichts ausrichten kannst und die Welt nicht mehr verstehst, alles unlogisch und oberfl\u00e4chlich scheint, dann bist du vernichtet.. und zwar doppelt… von dir selber und von deinem Gegen\u00fcber…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[23,123,195,221,295,362,372,373,399],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.schweigsamer.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/182"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.schweigsamer.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.schweigsamer.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.schweigsamer.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.schweigsamer.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=182"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.schweigsamer.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/182\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.schweigsamer.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=182"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.schweigsamer.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=182"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.schweigsamer.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=182"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}